I heard an interesting quote today - "You have to lose yourself in order to find yourself again".
For some time now, I have felt so lost, so alone. Not able to relate to everyone else. Wondering if there was something wrong with me - why wasn't I able to feel anything but anger and sadness? Why was I empty inside?
Each and every lost cycle compounds these feelings. The despair is overwhelming. It encompasses every aspect of my life.
Thinking about the quote above, I wonder - will I find myself again? Who will I find? Will I recognize myself?
Right now, I am trying to put myself out there. I don't want to hide anymore. I don't want to be afraid of disappointment and to let that fear determine my course. Maybe this is the first step. I certainly hope so.....